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Friday, November 05, 2004
I know i have not been tagging, especially not in a personal level, its been indirect messages to da ppl ard me, thru poems and and what not. Something hit me, and i think i gotta let it outta my chest. i have no friends. Sad, but true unfortunately. I realise my buncha frens i used to hang out wit have dispersed, into their own worlds, and my family and sabreena's friends r da ppl i hang out wit. I'm either wit abeen, yana, aunty, syaheed or my family. I have no idea what happened to my group of friends. I do talk to a buncha dem on da fone, now and den, but wen i wanna go out, with girl friends, i dunno who to call. My family's da best bunch to hang out with, my sis's frends are da bomb and all, but its damn sad to know da once very social butterfly has no frens. I'm like a parasite, i feed on my sisters frens. hehehe..sounds damn morbid, i know but yea, they are a wonderful buncha ppl and they have so much potential. Despite da age differance, all of em are wise beyond their ages,

Nufail - the world laughs with her, cuz her laughter is the definition of joy
Adam - the one who comes up with great plans, n has a great future ahead of him
Aaron - the sudden outbursts of random nothings we so dearly love
Sarah - the one who could pull of wearing even the most dreadful thing given to her
Daryl - dis one has his cute moments, when it happens, everyone melts.

These 4 wonderful ppl have put up wit my crap, listen to my babbling away abt stoopid things and still, i get da occasional call, "kak sheen, are you free today? " They may not realise i, but i love dem a whole bunch and i'm so proud to have ppl like dem i can call friends. Thank you guys.

Now, i dun even have as much fun with my own friends as i do wit em. Seriously, from the bottom of my heart, thank you, and to all my frens, where da hell have u ppl been! Gimme a call sometime. Shaik, i miss u alot alot alot, but u r always bz training, ya ass is nice enough, u dun have to train aredi, Sudip, why in da world r u so far away! I could really use ya goofiness rite now! Syaheed, thanx for always bein there for me, for lovin me. People i havent mentioned, i may not pen down ya names, but u r constantly in my heart n mind. You shud know who u are...n i knw you're smiling now.....i love u all very much.


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