Wednesday, August 03, 2005
i have officially lost it. i have endured enough but its one bad after another. life is a bitch. quite literally.people i used to associate with are all pretentious superficial fucks. they have a miserable shithole for a life, and they intend to drag everyone down there wit them. well, to them, go to hell. i've moved on, and i'm happy. i dun wanna be fuckin 25 but still dependant on my mom for money. say what you want to say about me, cuz i dun fucking care. you'll get it back one day, juz wait and see. better get ya act together before hell breaks loose. i will be your biggest worry.
if having bad friends are not enough. i'm having some family trouble..itsy bitsy minor lil problem. it'll take abt..oh i shud sAy my whole lifetime before i eventually get over it. dun worry abt me, watever i do family always comes first. nevermind if im disrespected, irresponsible, mentally incapacitated or immature. i'm always gonna be there. think ohana.
u know why all singaporean blogs have I I &I? Lemme juz say a few things. Cuz everyone else sucks. who wants to talk abt other people, or political issues or issues that affect the world we live in today. everyone looks out for themselves. cuz family and frens alike, they'll juz hurt you. family dun realise it, cuz you're always there. Always being taken for granted. Friends wont realise it, they're too absorbed in their own world and life. There are only a handful of friends, who'll be there for you. I guess i'm real lucky. i This is the most meaningful yet meaningless piece i've ever written. Its this fucking maelstrom in my mind. i'm found yet lost. happy yet down the lowest i've been in ages. organized but in sheer utter confusion. i'm all neat but messed up inside. I have my organs in place but they seem to forget what their purpose and functions are. when i laugh, i laugh thru my tears. when i smile, its juz cuz it takes less energy then to frown. i cant think anymore. i'm goin to bed.
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